Tuesday, May 26, 2009
5:43 AM
woah i got in.
FIRST POST BY ERIN!
ever.
hmm.......................
idk what to write, bcos idk what to say.
since sec3 we've all started to drift. i cant blame u.
i did so for awhile too...
we all have our closer friends &classmates. that's fine
&we cant beat ourselves up becos we've drifted.
ain you cant blame yourself for these things.
its a two way relationship u knw
i guess.. idk.
aft naf left. (so called left)
its never been the same.
but it'll never be the same. we cant take back the past.
but what we CAN do is, make the present better.
i mean, i think if we all just put in a bit more effort to talk to EVERY poople
&be understanding of each others feelings, maybe things we'll be diff?
i mean like, im not saying anyone's to blame or its who's fault.
but like.. we keep saying, we've drifted.. we've drifted. its not the same
BUT what are we doing to change tt?
omg. i feel like a lecturing auntie.
haha.
I MISS POOPLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like freakishly alot.
NAFFIE &AIN ESPECIALLY.
we used to be tight!
like seriously.
ahh.. can u believe im almost tearing while typing this?
idk what to do anymore.
idk if we'll ever be close again.
&it just kills me to think abt it, bcos im trying to avoid facing the hard fact.
...
EMO ALRDY.
peace out.
DONT GIVE UP.
BECAUSE I HAVENT GIVEN UP.
no matter how hard, how tiring, how time consuming.
i'll make sure tt we all keep in touch with each other somehow or another.
even if it breaks my bones. i'll nvr let pooples die.
YAY! haha
k byeeeee
-THE ONE &ONLY,
erin. XD